Just A Quickie

I'm currently in university till the 19th of December to complete the strategic planning for the Student Representative Council. Planning is hard work. Even with a day packed full of classes I never expected to find myself wringing my brain for ideas every minute of the day!

On the other hand, with my old desktop sent home already, I've been playing around with Photoshop on friends' computers, and boy, is it fun! I only wish my old desktop could support the voracity of Photoshop's hunger for system resources. *frowns*

I hope to find my connection at home still working that I may update this blog regularly during the holidays. In the meantime, this little update will have to do for the time being (since I'm using my friend's computer while he's praying) - see you all after I return home on the 19th's evening.

Ciao!

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Double-Nine: The Gentleman

The little girl began to cry. In the endless back-and-forth of the crowd she'd been separated from her mother. Now she was lost and lonely in this cold, big city. People brushed past her indifferently, their eyes purposely avoiding her gaze. Except for a handsome young gentleman in a deep blue suit. He knelt before her, smiling paternally. "Hey little girl," he spoke softly. "Why so sad?" She whimpered, "I'm lost, Mister. I can't find my mommy." "Don't worry, little girl," grinning lecherously as her beautiful eyes widened. "I'll help you find her. You're safe with me."

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Top Five Games to Turn Into Movies

Nowadays, games have become so advanced graphics-wise that it's almost the norm for any new game to package itself in shiny aesthetics and realistic physics modeling. Most games out on the market now look unbelievably good - and as some have said, they look even better than real life.

In an effort to differentiate themselves from the competitors, many games now focus on intense, plot-driven single-player modes with storylines penned by accomplished writers. Here are five games (in no particular order) that should be made into movies for their solid, breathtaking stories.

#01: Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos + The Frozen Throne

We've all heard the story of the fallen hero countless times since Darth Vader was revealed to have been Anakin Skywalker before succumbing to the intrigue of the Dark Side. This strategy game, the third in the Warcraft series, takes on that theme brilliantly.

Prince Arthas Menethil is the people's hero, a handsome warrior dedicated to the protection of his kinsfolk. But when the shadow of darkness falls across the land, Arthas' brash hotheadedness eventually takes him from virtuous knight to royal outcast, and finally to the champion of darkness who brings about the fall of humanity.

As the wayward prince leads a massive undead host to lay waste to the land and its innocent populace, the threat of a demonic invasion looms on the horizon. Soon the mortal races learn they must strive to put aside their differences and face this new enemy, or perish together if they remain divided.

#02: Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare

In a chilling story ripped straight from today's headlines, the fourth installment of the venerable Call of Duty first-person shooter series takes place in the modern world.

In the near future, a civil war has broken out between the Russian government and the opposition Ultranationalists. The world watches uneasily as a brutal tug-of-war for supremacy tears the nation in half, with the Ultranationalists determined to seize victory and restore the country to its former glory as the Soviet Union.

Days later, a ship containing a nuclear shipment is sunk. Then, the charismatic Khaled Al-Asad and his brutal terrorist organization seizes control of a Middle Eastern nation in a violent coup, executing its President on international television.

Frankly, it's amazing so much work is being put into developing rich and complex storylines for games these days.

As the United States mounts a counter-offensive to Khaled's extremists, the question is asked: are these seemingly random, isolated incidents connected somehow? Follow the trail of clues left behind to expose a conspiracy that stretches across continents, threatening to engulf the free world in a nuclear firestorm...

#03: World in Conflict

This intense real-time tactical thriller is set in an alternate reality where the Cold War escalates into World War Three. It's unique in the sense that it focuses on the human cost of the war a lot - such as American soldiers' heartbreaking conversations with their families, as well as the difficult situations that arise in the bleakness of war.

A dying Soviet Union is pushing for supplies from America and its European allies, failing which it will launch an all-out assault on the rest of Europe. The refusal of NATO to surrender such vital material leads to the outbreak of World War Three, and America sends its troops to prevent the European continent from falling into the clutches of the Soviet Army.

While a stalemate rages in Germany, the Soviets seize the advantage - by launching a sneak attack upon the United States itself! As Seattle burns and the Reds push aggressively deeper and deeper into the country, a handful of ordinary soldiers find themselves isolated in the midst of the Soviet incursion - and upon their shoulders rest the fate of the United States itself.

#04: Starcraft: The Great War + Brood War

Yes, this game is old. It's been ten years since Starcraft was released, and to date people are still addicted to this strategy game set in a bleak future where mankind must do battle with two fearsome alien races. This game's storyline has it all - betrayal, love, loyalty, war, fear, honor, and courage.

In the distant Koprulu Sector, mankind is ruled by the iron fist of the Terran Confederacy. Suddenly, the fragile peace is shattered by the arrival of a strange, bug-like race of bloodthirsty monsters known as the Zerg. As the Terrans attempt to contain the Zerg infestation, a strange fleet of warships arrive in orbit over the planet of Chau Sara, obliterating it in a hail of cannon fire. In time, a seething rebellion makes itself known, and challenges the authority of the beleaguered Confederacy in the Sector.

#05: The Halo Trilogy

Halo and its successors have been attributed to the massive success of Microsoft's XBox gaming console (and the subsequent XBox 360), and for good reason! This game delivers a solid storyline worthy of the silver screen - and a Halo movie is already in the works, though things have stalled temporarily.

In the not-so-near future, humanity has taken to the stars, but in our exploration of the unknown we have come across a race known as the Covenant. Having declared our race as an affront to their gods, they waged war against us across the vastness of space. However, in the wake of a sudden assault on the fortress-world of Reach, a lone space cruiser makes a random jump to escape its Covenant pursuers.

Unfortunately, the escape fails and the cruiser, the Pillar of Autumn, crashes into a strange ring-world known as Halo. Follow the adventures of the Master Chief as the humans attempt to discover the hidden secret behind Halo - and why the Covenant covets it so much.

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Double-Nine: Lovers

The 'Double-Nine' short story series consists of many, individual stories composed within a ninety-nine word limit. It's intended partly for me to keep blogging even if I don't feel like it, as well as help me hone my writing skills. This is the first story in the series; comments are welcomed and much appreciated.

We were lying in bed together after making sweet love, her naked body entwined with mine. We've been together for seven years now. I remember the resistance her father had put up to my marrying her. It almost broke her, facing the man who watched her grow up respond so angrily like that. I gave her my hand to hold, a small sign of tenderness. She eventually pulled through to marry me. I smile, and it is a happy one. I love her as much as she loves me. Why can’t anyone accept that, just because I’m a girl?

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Nightwalkers

Silent figures in the night
Walk in shadows, out of sight;
You can't see us but we're there,
Watching you from everywhere.

We crawl on ceilings and on walls
While always seeking empty halls,
Seeking, tracking, looking out;
Treasure's always somewhere about.

We'll always find a trace or two
And get to doing what we always do:
Taking time to find your place
To profit from your graceless haste.

And voila! here is your door,
Behind which lies what we're looking for;
A trinket, perhaps? Something new!
Of some things one can't have too few.

A lock in place? Oh dear, oh dear.
But from it we have naught to fear:
A swish, a crick, a gentle tug,
Oh this lock's less trouble than a small bug!

The gateway yields, oh what a shame!
There is no lock that'll keep us lame-
So, in we come while you're away;
The 'mice' are here to sing and play!

Wallets, watches, coins and bills,
Dollars, cents - oh, the thrill!
Laptops, iPods, books and mags,
Even your own stash of fags!

When you get back, you'll feel bereft
'Cos everything's gone and nothing's left;
We cleaned up well without a broom:
It's just as if we owned your room!

You'll never find us how much you try
Not even when you break down and cry;
We have no soul nor sympathy,
Only greed and lust and apathy.

Silent figures in the night
Walk in shadows, out of sight;
Our itchy hands will take away
Your favorite stuff and ruin your day!

This post is dedicated to thieves around the world. May you be forever cursed by a thousand misfortunes for every item that isn't yours.

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Eight Random Facts About Yours Truly

Some artists have the benefit of having their very own muse. You know, that someone who inspires them to creative heights and drops neatly wrapped works on their doorstep, while the rest of us aspirants-in-waiting have to slog it out to produce something even remotely resembling the wrapping.

Anyway, going by the broadest possible definition of that word, I'd say my 'muse' for today is Jasmine, my favorite oh-so-kinky gal, who recently tagged me to complete this meme.

The Rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged.

Here goes!

Ersten: I value my friends and family a lot.

If there's anything that matters in my life, it'd definitely have to be the people I know and love. From random acquaintances I found on Friendster to like-minded bloggers, I don't know where - or even who - I'd be without people like them.

I do all sorts of things with this nutty bunch of folks - from gabbing nonstop for hours on end, to watching one movie after another for hours on end, to just sitting around saying nothing at all for hours on end. And when you've spent most of your years (so far) in Deadtown (Ipoh), you really come to rely on the people you know to spice things up a bit now and then.


Zweiten: What Buddhism means to me.

Buddhism only really began to become an integral part of my life after I attended the PETRONAS scholars' motivational programme called 'Soaring the Eagle' at Port Dickson this year. My facilitator remarked that I seemed to be a 'spiritual' person in how I viewed the world around me.

This brought up a lot of questions in me about faith. And yes, religion scares me. Watching people hate each other on the basis of practicing different faiths is demoralizing. Even among members of the same faith with different interpretations there are conflicts.

Buddhism is different because it is not a religion, it is a way of life. The most important part of Buddhism is its focus on moderation, on living a good life and treating people well as we go along. People seem to have forgotten to be good for being good, especially in this day and age. Religion has become too much of a bad thing if people are willing to kill others in its name.


Dritten: If only I could write as well as you do.

Don't look at me like that. Yes, I know I can spin a pretty colorful yarn once in awhile, but its the stories that captivate and inspire that I wish to pen. I dream of writing stories that make people think, make them wonder, and above all, make them dare to dream big, think big, act big because they can.

I look for inspiration everywhere. Somehow or other though, I seem to be collecting dozens of ideas for an alternate-reality Earth of some sort. Regardless, while I strive to find my muse, I shall pen another series revolving around something like that.

Ideas, comments and suggestions on how to write inspiring stories are much appreciated!


Vierten: I want to sing out loud!

Just so you know, I'm feeling very self-conscious as I type this.

The only reason why I don't is because I get the jitters and start to shake and chatter when I try to sing. But I've already had positive feedback from my first "public" (*coughs*) performance, so I'm looking to improve myself. Not as a career or talent, but just for fun so I can confidently pick up a karaoke mike when times call for it.


Fünften: All for sex(uality) education!

Not just to weasel out of having to elaborate (since Jasmine's already put this down as one of her facts.. *laughs*), but because it really is necessary.

I mean, considering the relatively high number of sexual crimes in Malaysia (incest, rape, molest, sodomy, etc.) - especially in a certain conservative state which happens to be the last bastion of a particular religious political party *hmmm* - it's high time our youth be exposed to the issue of sex(uality) without it being taboo! The only way they really learn things currently is through hushed whispers and dirty jokes.. and then some.

And while we're at it, how about some classes on ways to have sex (hands-on lessons not recommended)? It's not just about procreation, you know. Sometimes I do wonder what guys and girls out there really know about "it".


..and at this point in time, I find my brain beginning to jam. And so, with the help of some sweet friends, the final three facts:

Sechste: The Drama King, Me.

Jocelyn observed I have a habit of being random at times, which is true (only I didn't think of it at all). I swing between being painstakingly annoying and overly enthusiastic faster than you can spell premenstrual syndrome. Then again, sometimes I love being over-the-top ballistically bonkers for the sake of ... nothing much in particular.

In the case of being oh-so-drama, I find people's reactions when they see something totally unexpected from me a hoot. I just get a kick out of confusing the hell out of people (or hearing them go sarcastically, "Right.."). So darn funny!

For example, in a recent MSN Messenger conversation with the uber-hot Jasmine (after I was rather indirect in thanking her for providing me with the seventh fact):

[21:30] jasmine: you should've made that obvious
[21:30] jasmine: and stop being so indirectly.
[21:30] jasmine: :P
[21:31] Me: sorryyyyyyyy~~
[21:31] Me: i shall try to remember to be more direct with u in future
[21:31] jasmine: good
[21:31] jasmine: but not tooo direct
[21:31] jasmine: as in like,if my butt bigger,say its smaller
[21:32] jasmine: but then i'll hit you nonetheless
[21:32] jasmine: but much more better that way,rather than you saying that its bigger
[21:32] jasmine: :D
[21:32] Me: girls dont like big butts? *scribbles mental note
[21:33] Me: correction: girls dont like big butts on themselves? *rescribbles notes
[21:34] jasmine: -___-


Damn, that was so worth it! *laughs hysterically*


Siebte: Hiding under girls' beds is fun.

This little nugget is from Jasmine herself too (which explains why I was thanking her above). During the workshop on children's rights I attended in 2004, I'd snuck into the girls' dorm for.. a midnight chat (don't you go about getting no funny ideas!!). And as we sat there talking in our pajamas, along came the camp facilitators - what a coincidence!

Fortunately (for me), one of the girls saw them coming so I dashed under Jasmine's bed.. and the girls proceeded to cover me in shirts, luggage bags, plastic bags and what-nots to the point of burying me alive under there.

After holding my breath (both in suspense and not to suck in any of the dust where I was) for sometime, the facilitators left, satisfied. The girls had successfully hid me away in their dorm! Under Jasmine's bed! That was seriously one hell of an adrenaline rush. Don't expect me to be doing the same thing in UTP, though! *sticks tongue out*


Achte: I'm pretty scary when I'm angry.

To quote the big green guy, "You won't like me when I'm angry." Then again, who'd ever like another when that person's angry? Anger sure brings out the worst in people. And it brings out the worst of me. I remember clearly one time in class.. my mates were raising one hell of a ruckus that could bring the roof down (and if you studied in St. Mike's, Ipoh then, there certainly was a possibility).

Next thing I knew I'd raised my head from my work and shouted, "Oi, shut up la!" I was rather surprised when they did. In fact, later one of my classmates (Kee Cheong, a guy who looked smart but also real rough and tough) said it was quite frightening to see my outburst like that.

My kind of anger is the slow poison that will kill you from the inside-out, eating its way through from your heart to every inch of your body. Apparently, I have this chilling manner of selecting just the right words to dissect your emotions, slice by slice, and hurt you deeply. Ask Henry; we've had our fair share of fights and misunderstandings, and I wasn't exactly very civil, either.

So the next time you cross my path, don't say you weren't warned. *evil laugh*


..now, to tag eight people to do this meme. So, hey you!:

1.Khael
2.Guo Zheng
3.linn
4.Siti
5.Infectioner
6.Redblaque
7.The Neo Visualist
8.Christon

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The End of the Six: Part II

Since the time of King Richard and his noble Crusades, my family crest has been synonymous with power and all its trappings. Every other aristocratic clan in the nation - nay, the continent - bowed to our every whim and fancy as if we were descended of God. And with the amount of wealth and influence we had, who was to say we weren't?

However, there was much more afoot than the gossip at court would lead us to believe. In time, the populace rose against us, demanding new leaders to govern them. Fearing retribution, my family relinquished their hold on power to the people, and a new, democratic nation was borne out of the ashes of our fall.

Still, all was not well in the new nation. People starved in the streets as our leaders raped the land for its mineral wealth to earn profit. Countless crimes were committed against innocent lives that soon, a reign of terror was installed beneath the thin veneer of supposed "civilization" and "peace".

And thus, beginning with my grandmother and her twin sons, our family plotted in secret against the ruling government to expose its lies to the world and crush it in a murderous campaign of vengeance.

But the more I was involved in their plans to topple an arrogant government, the more unspeakable acts I saw being committed by my family's behalf. Faceless mercenaries operating as government agents, slaughtering mindlessly as the news of horrific incidents were used to bolster the credibility of my family's private war.

In time, I began to feel as if my family, too, was succumbing to the brutal barbarity against which we supposedly stood. When my mother passed away, I finally found the strength to leave the Organization with which I grew up.

It was then Dad and all his like-minded associates decided to do away with me, now that I had been conveniently termed "a liability".

"So this is my eldest son? The one we were planning to put on the throne? You can't imagine how glad I am that you've turned against us! Saves us so much trouble later on.."

About a week ago I decided it was time to stop running and face my fears. I sure as hell didn't give a damn about ideals like "freedom" or "justice", but to let my family re-assume the mantle of power was out of the question.

I was still thinking the same thing even as Dad stepped into the room to survey the bloody remains of my uncle - his twin.

He knelt close to me and opened his mouth as if to speak, but I cut him off. "Don't even start, dad," I coughed. "You've done worse to people, like-"

He finished my sentence for me, "Like grandma?" He smiled benignly and tilted his head to one side, thoughtfully.

"And then some," I continued. I pushed myself up onto my elbows, grunting as my lungs protested painfully. I twisted into a more comfortable position and turned to face my father.

Dad lifted me up off the floor and slammed me against the wall, cracking a picture frame. I screamed in agony as a bolt of pain ripped through my chest.

"Not even you will be able to stop me from succeeding this time, son," he glowered. "I've waited too long for this moment to let an upstart like you ruin it for me!"

"Don't forget who trained this 'upstart', Dad!" I kicked out and knocked him over. I heard the "oof" as he doubled over from the sudden blow to his belly. I tried to draw my knife but Dad tripped me over and grabbed at my throat violently.

I choked and scrabbled to throw him off. It wasn't easy. Dad quickly overpowered my feeble attempts and chucked me across the room. A flower pot roughed up my descent. Dad cricked his neck and walked over briskly, seizing me by the collar and laughed. I wanted to spit in his face but all I managed was a dribble before Dad sent me flying again, smashing my head into the glass window overlooking the plaza below.

And of all times to feel dizzy, the feeling hit me now. I vomited blood all over the upholstery.

..my breath came in spurts; I was losing consciousness. I was dying..

Dad snorted and declared triumphantly, "So this is my eldest son? The one we were planning to put on the throne?" He kicked me and I cried out in pain, rolling over in agony. "You can't imagine how glad I am that you've turned against us! Saves us so much trouble later on.."

He kicked me again and again until I was a whimpering, crying wreck of a man on all fours. He sighed almost reluctantly and withdrew a gun from his coat, cocking it.

"I'm actually going to miss you, you little prick. Say hello to your mother for me, will you-?"

I didn't let him finish. Heck, interrupting was always more fun, especially since he was gloating. I shot him four times in the chest with the pistol I'd found conveniently next to me while I was convulsing in pain.

He looked shocked, dazed even, and fired wildly as he spun. I blew out the window behind him with a few well-placed shots, watching him careen helplessly over the edge of the building, screaming as he fell.

As the last spent bullet casing fell to the floor, so too did my crumpled, wasted body. My vision was tinted red, my mouth choked with sweet blood. My lungs, hemorrhaging violently as my heart continued to pump at an alarming rate, disgorging liquid ruby all over the expensive office carpeting. My breath came in spurts; I was losing consciousness. I was dying...

But I managed to get the last word in edgewise: "Tell her yourself, asshole."

* * * * *
The last thing I remember before passing out was my mother, smiling sadly as she used to, reaching out with her bony hands to caress my bloodied cheek lovingly. I closed my eyes and whispered, "Mother.. take me away with you.."

I remember smiling before she took my hand in hers, and finally letting that bleak darkness overtake me. Everlasting peace at last..

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Stuck

As the title clearly states, I am stuck - in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS. Currently, my lecturers in the Computer and Information Sciences Department have decided to select the best students in my Object-Oriented Programming class to learn the real-world application of Java, a flexible and powerful programming language that is in use worldwide for a variety of uses.

I'm quite grateful about being selected, particularly since I'm a person who's very much interested in Java (once one is good at it, one naturally aims higher). For the better part of this past semester, people have been struggling to get by in the subject because of the difference between object-oriented and structured programming (which we learned beforehand in the January semester of this year).

Assignment submission datelines always became a frenetic race against time as people attempted to develop - or copy - a working solution to the given problems at hand, oftentimes going without sleep for nights in a futile effort to set up a running program that fulfills the assignment marking criteria.

I suppose the whole problem started when our first assignment was to build a simple (simple being a relative term) working calculator using Java. At that point we had no idea what the code was like (other than being inherited for C, which we learned previously), what functions to use, the basic concepts of Java - in short, we didn't know anything substantial at all!

From that point on, working on Java became nothing more than a headache for the majority of us, what with all of us struggling to keep afloat. I learned the best way to get familiar with Java was to tinker around and read up the many resources available on the Internet, especially the official tutorials and "dictionary" that provided examples on how to use certain keywords.

So now, my efforts have paid off. I mean, being selected to learn Java for what it is, instead of the simple (again, relativity is important) programs that we've had to create before, during the semester. My room mate is around to keep me company (he was selected, too), but our only complaint is that the campus this time around is too quiet. Just about everyone else has gone home for the holidays, and most of the cafes are closed as well, thereby limiting our choice of food for meals.

Since nowadays I expect to have nothing much to do (or, heaven forbid, nothing to do!), I will post soon about the past half-a-week that has been my holidays thus far. Toodles!

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The End of the Six: Part I

As the spent bullet casing fell to the floor, so too did my crumpled, wasted body. My vision was tinted red, my mouth choked with sweet blood. My lungs, hemorrhaging violently as my heart continued to pump at an alarming rate, disgorging liquid ruby all over the expensive office carpeting. My breath came in spurts; I was losing consciousness. I was dying...

* * * * *

The countdown to my death began three days ago, when I'd 'accidentally' let my grandmother escape after I was supposed to kill her. She'd died in a tragic road accident yesterday though; a train had slammed into her car and crushed her. Her mangled body was horrible to look at - just the way my father liked it. I just didn't think grandma'd be that careless to escape from the clutches of death at my hands, only to end up being run over by a two thousand-ton train.

If dad was willing to kill his own mother for failing to dispose of me, he must be getting desperate to end this once and for all.

Now I find myself in the capital city. Dad's office is located in the Old City Quarter, a proud, modern spire of steel and glass dwarfing centuries-old colonial-style architecture around it. Being in close proximity to the Senate Guildhall certainly has its boons. I recognized the coat-of-arms of a prominent Senator ubiquitously displayed on buff armored guards strutting around my father's office.

My original plan was to sneak into a side entrance, knock out one of the janitors, don his outfit, hide my weapons in his cleaner cart, get past the guards to the top floor where dad was, then go in and put a bullet through his skull before he even knew I was there.

"In an hour's time, the President and his puppet Cabinet will be dead, and I will show this country the values that once made it great."

Seeing all those guards made me change my mind. With that many around dad, I honestly thought I didn't stand a chance of making it out alive. Thus, I decided to throw caution to the wind and just blast my way through. If I was going to die, might as well do it with company.

I pulled up outside the building and grabbed my all-time favorite terrorist weapon: the rocket-propelled grenade. I remembered hearing the guards yelling something at me, but the explosion that blew out the lobby kinda canceled out whatever it was they were saying.

That done, I chucked the empty launcher aside as people ran helter-skelter and panicked. Coolly stepping over the smoking bodies of several brutes, I cocked a couple of Uzis and stepped into the ruined reception area. There was more than one motionless body lying around, which pleased me.

I decided to take the stairs up. The lifts were too dangerous anyway. As I made my way up more than a few guards took their chances with me, and I made them pay dearly by feeding them my bullets or throwing them down several floors. Occasionally, even the fire extinguishers came in handy for cracking skulls open.

It took me awhile before I finally reached the highest floor, bloody and adrenaline-fueled. Ms Sanders, my dad's busty blond bombshell babe-secretary was missing. Instead, seated at her desk was a man dressed in an immaculate business suit, wielding a twelve-gauge shotgun like a kid with a new toy.

"Senator McCannon," I said through gritted teeth, my voice respectful yet full of spite for this monstrosity of a man who'd corrupted my father.

"Do you know," he spoke softly as he weighed the weapon in his hands, "how much it costs me to train one of my personal guards?"

"Do I look like I give a fuck, Senator?"

"Six hundred thousand per man, son," he smirked. "I thought I told your father to teach you to show respect for your elders."

"Quit fucking around with me. Where's dad?"

..I watched the Senator's exact twin step out of the room, and staggered to my feet..

"Preparing for the New World Order, sonny!" He pointed the shotgun nonchalantly at my face, continuing, "In an hour's time, the President and his puppet Cabinet will be dead, and I will show this country the values that once made it great."

"Like throwing out the trash into your 'rehabilitation camps' out in the countryside?"

"So Patrick was right," he sneered viciously. "You do take after your mother too much."

I drew my revolver and shoved it into his face. He barely even blinked, cocking the shotgun almost simultaneously in response. "Do you really think you can kill me? Once you pull that trigger, you'll die too. And even if you have the misfortune of surviving - which I seriously doubt - my comrades will have you locked up and tortured till a ripe old age."

"Fuck you," I spat at him, pulling the trigger and knocking his shotgun aside at the same time. The buckshot from his weapon tore the window behind me and my chest open, but my bullet lodged itself in his brain and threw him backwards. He slumped lifelessly to the floor while I collapsed, choking from the pain of the blast.

As I coughed I heard the office door open. I watched the Senator's exact twin step out of the room, and staggered to my feet. The second McCannon glanced at the other's corpse, smiling sadly and turning back to me.

It was I who spoke first: "Hello, Father."

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And Now This?

On Monday, after the Hindraf rally in Kuala Lumpur, The Star Online said:

Batu Caves temple property damaged, 69 protesters held

[...] “The demonstrators forced open the locked gates and started breaking temple property, prompting the temple committee to lodge a police report,” he said. [...]

[...] Musa said no tear gas or water cannons were used at the demonstrators during the incident. [...]

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(from Screenshots by Jeff Ooi)

On Tuesday, this was found instead:

Batu Caves temple property damaged, 69 protesters held

[...] “All the temples are okay. There's no damage,” said Batu Caves supervisor S. Ratnam, 61, when met at his office yesterday. [...]

[...] Admitting that water cannons and tear gas were used to disperse the crowd, SAC Jamaluddin said they were forced to do so as the demonstrators pelted his officers and men with stones and bricks. [...]

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Go figure for yourselves, eh? *smirks*

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The State of the Nation: 27th Nov Edition

Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku;
Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju;
Rahmat bah'gia, Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita selamat bertakhta;
Rahmat bah'gia, Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita selamat bertakhta.


The national anthem of Malaysia, Negaraku, or "My Country". We remember it well. We know its meaning. We know the vision that was had in mind when this song was penned. We may not sing the song as well as the finalists on Malaysian Idol, but we all innately desire to live in a nation that upholds the principles of its Rukunegara.

I wonder then, how these pictures demonstrate the embodiment of all things Malaysian (from Screenshots).



Or as this writer argues, "Truth and justice are no longer Malaysian way" (dated Nov 21, 2007).

Recent street protests have highlighted the self-serving nature of Malaysia's Government.

THE Government of Australia will probably change hands this weekend. There will be no arrests, no tear gas and no water cannons. The Government of John Howard will leave office, the Opposition will form a government and everyone will accept the verdict.

For this, every Australian can feel justifiably proud. This playing by the rules is what has made Australia rich and a good place in which to invest. It is a country to which people want to migrate; not leave.

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The pictures above are of the Hindraf demonstration and the government's response. As with BERSIH, the facts are unclear about what really provoked such violent police action towards the demonstrators. What is clear is that Hindraf is fighting for the welfare of Malaysian Indians (it seems you can rarely have the word "Malaysian" without specifying which race of Malaysians you mean immediately after) in this country.

..what we need is a clear message to the people of the country! This message should be read in every newspaper, heard on every radio, seen on every television. This message must resound throughout the ENTIRE INTERLINK! I want this country to realize that we stand on the edge of oblivion! I want every man, woman, and child to understand how close we are to chaos! I WANT EVERYONE TO REMEMBER WHY THEY NEED US! - High Chancellor Adam Sutler, V for Vendetta

I don't agree with their handing over their memorandum to the Queen of England, making such demands of the British Government. But this country is supposed to be a democracy (note bold letters for emphasis), and thus the government has every responsibility not only to respect our views and opinions, but also to address our concerns. The short of it: you don't shoot tear gas into someone's face just 'cause he disagrees with you!

Instead, what we have is a government bullying people into shutting their mouths to avoid disrupting the peace of this nation. They'll also helpfully remind us that without honest, good people like them in charge, the country will descend into madness and tear itself apart in a bloody civil war a gazillion times worse than anything the world's ever seen before.

But ask yourself the question, "Why is the country beginning to tear at the seams now?", and you will find the answer does not involve continuing to have BN in charge of our lives. Funnily enough, as John Lee has repeatedly reminded us, that doesn't mean we should vote in the Opposition either (read his thoughts about the death of Malaysia) just 'cause they're on the other side.

If you haven't already done so, start thinking about issues like:
  1. Discriminatory political, economical, and educational policies towards minority races.
  2. A severely misguided examination-based education system.
  3. An opposition that seems to be ineffective in proving itself as a worthy adversary to the BN.
  4. Allegations of corruption within the judiciary and executive branches of government.
  5. The belligerent response towards demonstrations in recent days, including biased mainstream media coverage and news suppression.
..and the list doesn't necessarily end there!

"People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people," so saith the man in the Guy Fawkes mask. We're there already. Why else would Hindraf's action provoke such a tough stance from the government bench?

Let's not forget we can do other things besides joining rallies for noble causes (and probably get gassed and watered down - hard - in the process), like vote. Spread awareness. People, you're the youth of this country. Do something about it today! Tell your friends, your family, folks on the street. This country - and Malaysians as a whole - deserves better. So stand up!

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The Fifth Subject

Bells. There's just something about the way they tinkle and ring that just.. I don't know, annoy me. Whether it's church bells (I've never been that religious anyway) or ice-cream bells (those little brass things they shake to part your money from you faster than you can say "uncle"), I've always hated their sound.

Especially rotten, stinking school bells.

Don't get me wrong, I'm no scrooge - wait till you've seen just how kids stare at me. It's not like I dress like a hobo or anything, but.. someone's gotta teach kids some respect someday soon, you know?

The only reason I'm here at this decrepit building complex where younglings get their supposed "education" is because I've arranged a meeting with an old friend. It took me awhile to find her, but no one hides forever. Not these people, anyway.

Mrs Nance, F.I. had been Principal of this school for quite some years now. It's amazing how no one, not even a single inquisitive student, has ever delved deeper into her past to see what she'd been doing before she was made Principal. Of course, they don't know her as Mrs Nance here, but that's another matter entirely.

Judging from my "death" sometime back, I'd say she's been keeping on her toes. She'll definitely be expecting me to arrive at her doorstep and blow her brains out all over her academic degrees and files. Not that I'd mind the mess. It's not like I've to clean up afterwards anyway.

So it was a clear sunny day when I finally showed up to kill the next one on my list. The school was empty.. funny, I always thought nerd-types hang out in the library after classes to do - whatever it is they're supposed to do. Like study.

Anyway, so there I was at the Principal's office.. and this weird feeling of deja vu just hit me there. I was eight then.. sitting outside an office not unlike this one. I'd hit a boy three years my senior in the face, breaking two of his teeth and leaving him a black eye.

"Hello grandma. Not quite the welcome I expected, anyhow."

Of course, back then he was the chief bully of the school. I suspected that fight garnered me more than just the twelve strokes of the cane on my bare backside - like fame among the girls my age. Or infamy, whatever.

I don't know what startled me out of my reverie, but I woke to find myself falling as the door in front of me blew apart into a million flying pieces of deadly glass shrapnel and wooden splinters. In an instant everything slowed down to the point where I could see the sunlight sparkle off each individual shard.. or maybe I was still stuck in a dream.

Instinct compelled me to duck and roll away from the shattered door, and with good timing; instantly huge chunks were torn out of the walls toward my direction. As I struggled to maintain my balance, I got to my hands and knees to look at my assailant. A maternal-looking grey-haired lady in a floral blouse came striding out of the room, carrying a high-powered M16 assault rifle in her hands. She turned to stare disdainfully at me.

"Hello you," she spoke, voice dripping with malice.

"Hello grandma. Not quite the welcome I expected, anyhow."

"Well, would you prefer to be garroted to death instead? I've got spare piano wire in my desk drawer."

"Nah, guess not.. traditional doesn't suit me as well as it does you." A smirk.

She fumed and glowered, "You have no business coming here to my school!"

Neither did you have any business sending psycho freaks after my ass, I thought miserably, but I didn't tell her that. I smiled instead. The effect on people is instantaneous, usually. People pulling their children behind them, or walking the other way. Not grandma though. She had a heart of stone - come to think of it, I think her face is chiseled out of it too.

She didn't even flinch. She snickered and said, "You have the smile of your father." I saw her finger squeeze the trigger a little. I didn't want to take the risk (no, I didn't chicken out), so I jumped - and we traded bullets across the hall.

I wished there and then I'd packed some more powerful gear with me. Nothing beats the M16's steady rat-a-tat gunning across a limited expanse in which to move around. Especially if you're the one being shot at. No matter how cool I thought I looked using two handguns, I'd happily trade 'em for an M16 - just for today.

I paused to catch my breath around some smelly lockers. Grandma sure was fit despite being in her seventies. I don't think forcing her into a wheelchair could dampen that insane killing spirit. Which was too bad.

..I don't care, let the real janitor clean that up..

Chancing a glance towards the corridor, I saw spent bullet casings and gaping holes but no grandma. I heard footsteps coming closer. I turned back to make sure my breath was there, then lunged from cover and fired two shots.

But by the time the body hit the floor I realized the janitor wasn't gonna like what he sees when he comes to. I mean, if he does come to - I'd shot the poor bloke by accident.

I went up to him to see if he was alright. As I knelt to check for a pulse, the bastard got up immediately - and lodged a knife in my good foot. As I screamed he turned tail and ran.. I brought my hands up and popped a few slugs into his upper torso, dropping him again.

Now I remember why I hate school besides the friggin' bells! Tugging the knife free I threw it furiously aside and limped to the body. He was still trying to crawl away as he moaned piteously, trying to turn his head to look at me. I didn't give him the luxury. Three bullets in his skull, there and then. I don't care, let the real janitor clean that up.

Outside a car revved and sped off hurriedly. I'd ran/limped outside just in time to see grandma drive off in my car. I sat down for a very long time to do nothing but swear.

Looks like grandma had gotten away. Never mind. I've just got one more loose end to tie down before I can live a free man. One more: a happy father-son reunion before I was free..

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Number Four

Yesterday was the first and only time I went out to get coffee for myself. Somehow, despite the fact that I should be happy now that three of my major troubles are out of the way, I feel burdened. I can't sleep nights, I can't take a shower without glancing out the bathroom window every few seconds.

It started with the note I'd found on my table one morning. It was written in my handwriting, but I sure didn't remember writing me a note the night before. All it said was, "I'm coming home.", but it sent chills down my spine. It was reminiscent of the behavior of my twin brother.

He'd always been drawn to the esoteric and the strange all his life. It got worse when he was in his teens, when he became a drug addict. He'd admitted the feelings he went through while he was high helped him to forget the harsh, bitter reality of his life. The more involved he became with drugs, the more estranged we became, and eventually he completely disappeared off the face of the map.

What irked me the most that even during mother's funeral, I never saw him around. I could never forgive him for not coming to hold her hand while she lay dying of terminal cancer. In her last days, all she asked for was to see him again - I suppose the knowledge that she never would killed her as much as the cancer did.

But why return to me now? Especially when his name was next on my hit-list?

I was staring blankly at his name when there was a pounding on the door. Three long, three short, just as I'd told friends to when they came calling. Of course, this wasn't just any friend; Martin had helped me in my direst times of need, and I'd been expecting him to come over to tell me about the whereabouts of my brother.

I opened the door and Martin pounced on me like a tiger going for the kill. Caught unawares I somehow found it in me to dodge slightly, and the blade he was clutching sliced cleanly across my cheek instead of across my throat as intended. I was so surprised I couldn't help but scream in pain.

With cat-like grace "Martin" landed on his hands and feet in a crouching position. I realized Martin probably wasn't going to get back to me after all. The man dressed in his bloodstained clothes was my brother.

He stood and turned round to face me. My brother had been strange in the sense that he was every bit a reflection of me. In our childhood, it was unnerving to watch us enter a room and act the exact same way; every subtle nod of the head, every nuance of our laughter.

..I realized Martin probably wasn't going to get back to me after all. The man dressed in his bloodstained clothes was my brother..

Now he was the one smiling, his yellowed teeth bared viciously. He opened his mouth as if to speak, but closed it abruptly, lunging for my exposed throat once more. I grabbed his thrusting hand and threw him behind me with the force of his movement - but just as swiftly I found myself flying over his prone form, slamming hard into the wall behind me.

Through stars and tweeting birds I glimpsed him moving surely for me. I kicked out blindly and caught him in the shin, knocking him to his knees. I went for his face and jammed my thumbs in his eyes, getting a satisfying agonized scream in response. Turns out I was the one screaming instead; I'd looked down to find his dagger stuck in my foot.

He shoved me away and grabbed his face painfully as I fell to the floor, pulling the blade out of myself with a jerk. Grabbing the dusty "Welcome" mat near the front entrance I wrapped it around his head, choking him. In return he slammed his elbows into my stomach, knocking the wind out of me.

As I tumbled backwards he grabbed a vase off a nearby shelf and smashed it over my head. Knowing $3000 had just been wasted like that hurt me more than my head did. I tried to stand but the room was already spinning around me. Next thing I knew there was a knee in my stomach, crushing my belly and sending me sprawling yet again.

He towered over me gloatingly, coming down to me to place his hands tightly around my throat. I struggled hard but he gripped tighter still. The room spun even more violently around us. Grabbing his face and attempting to push him away, I scratched ferociously at his eyes, watching him open and close them repeatedly to shake me off.

I couldn't breathe.. with one hand I desperately tried to reach for something - anything! - in range to hit him with. My hand closed around the grip of something thin and I thrust it into his face. He squealed like an injured pig, blood spurting out in gushes from his cheek as he stumbled backwards.

As he fell onto the floor, clutching at the remnants of his face, spouting vile obscenities at me, I crawled over his body and stabbed again. I brought my hand down repeatedly, again and again as he shrieked and shuddered and struggled to protect himself. My hands were warm and slick with both our blood, and my shirt was covered in it. Blood splattered with each strike, flowing copiously from his wounds to coat the floor in a thick viscous layer.

By the time I was done I was horrified to see what little remained of my twin brother. It was.. like I'd just killed myself, and my soul was hanging around to see what was done to my body. I fell back and chucked the knife away, still gasping for sweet, sweet air.

Sometime later, I turned painfully, reaching for a small pocket diary that had been knocked off its place in our struggle. I smeared the fourth name in it with a bloody finger, flipping the book shut and gazing at my twin's corpse.

Two more. Just two more to deal with and I'm free..

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Top Ten Must-Have PC Games

Just a fast and dirty piece. Would like to blog longer about other things too, but.. seeing how it's been a terrible day and such (especially with the weather lately), I think I won't be ranting and complaining here just yet.

Anyway, seeing how there are such a huge plethora of games to be had for the PC lately, I have yet to sate my desire for gaming with all of them. In order from the Not-So Wanted to the Most Wanted, here are my Top Ten Must-Have PC Games (note: images link to Wikipedia's articles about each game). So, move over, DotA! Here comes the real deal.

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#10: Starcraft 2
The successor to undoubtedly one of the greatest sci-fi strategy games of all time, Starcraft 2 has been long enough in the making (considering the original game came out 10 years ago). With awesome graphics and a completely new storyline to boot, this is one game that just screams to be played - over and over again.

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#09: Company of Heroes: Opposing Fronts
The expansion pack to the wildly successful strategy game, Opposing Fronts focuses on WWII from the British and German Panzer points of view, offering oodles of new gameplay options and strategies, as well as two new campaigns to play from the two sides' perspectives.

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#08: Supreme Commander
One of the greatest, most demanding strategy games of all time, Supreme Commander tells the tale of an intergalactic war of mammoth proportions among three splintered factions. And boy, does this game deliver 'mammoth'! Maps are sprawling vistas where literally hundreds of units do battle at any one time! The sheer scale of this game is mind-boggling and definitely an attraction for those with the PC to support it!

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#07: Half-Life 2: Episode 2
Yet another well-executed, beautiful work of a game. Half-Life 2 set the benchmark as one of the best FPS games of all time with its incredibly realistic models of people, impressive physics system and eye-popping graphics. Episode 2 continues the saga of Gordon Freeman and his allies in the wake of the destruction of City 17's Citadel, and the eruption of all-out conflict between the Combine and the Human Resistance.

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#06: Bioshock
The tragic tale of an underwater utopia that's gone to hell; what went wrong with the city of Rapture? Bioshock is a fascinating FPS that draws you into a bleak world of violence and a scientific experiment gone horribly wrong that features various innovative gameplay options. Be forewarned, however: this disturbing game is not for the faint of heart.

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#05: Need for Speed: Prostreet
Unlike Carbon and Most Wanted, Prostreet focuses on legitimate racing; more specifically, a racing competition that takes place in racing locales around the world as racers vie for the title of the Number One street racer in the world! Prostreet boasts dynamic damage that affects car performance, as well as your standard racing modes.

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#04: Halo 2
The sequel to the critically-acclaimed Halo: Combat Evolved adds many new improvements, weapons and enemies to the Halo universe not found in the first game. Picking up where its predecessor left off, it contrasts the stories of the Master Chief and the Arbiter, two grand warriors fighting for the opposing Human and Covenant races facing two completely different fates, and follows their adventures as a second ringworld is discovered.

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And the top three picks are..

#03: Gears of War
Finally, one of the goriest games of all time makes the jump to the PC! Follow Marcus Fenix's escapades as he attempts to save the planet from the infestation of the Locust, a long-dormant race of genocidal freaks thought to be extinct! This game is responsible for implementing a solid combat system that is being emulated by many other games even today, and boasts five additional levels exclusive to the PC version!

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#02: World in Conflict
Wrongly classified as a real-time strategy game, World in Conflict is a real-time tactical game unlike any other! Taking place in an alternate reality where the Cold War between the Soviet Union and the United States developed into World War Three, the United States are confident they can win the war - until the Soviet Navy makes landfall in Seattle! Intense fighting follows throughout, guaranteeing this game a place in many gamers' hearts (mine too!) as one of the toughest, most realistic war games of all time.

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#01: Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare
The renowned Call of Duty series finally sheds its WWII heritage for a more modern outlook! Join the United States and its allies in a hectic battle worldwide against a terrorist group with a deadly agenda! Easily one of the most intense FPS games I have ever seen, Call of Duty 4 boasts superb graphics, great gameplay and an even more enthralling storyline that will immediately have you hooked.

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All in all, 10 wonderful, classy games that definitely should be on your list to play, should you haven't. So get out there and go get 'em!

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Three

The night before I spent my time looking at the stars. I was frightened, to be honest. Most people I've met (and that's not many, I can assure you) express the fullest confidence in me to emerge unscathed. And here I was, sitting out in a field at night freezing my balls off, just 'cause I didn't know with what I was going to kill the ones I'd marked for death - all six of them.

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The first one is always the hardest, they say. And I agree. His name was Java, and I hated him. The man was complicated at best, and an unpredictable psychopath at worst. Monday was the day I'd crossed on my calendar to send him packing.

Turns out Java had been expecting me. Clad in a strange mismatch of polka-dot tie and rainbow-striped shirt, with lightning-patterned slacks, it was strange to see everyone around our little meet-up gaze at him in fear. Not one soul laughed. Save me, of course.

True to his belligerent nature, he didn't take it lying down. Right from the outset he jumped for my throat, trying to tear me apart with bare hands. I was wrestling him just to be able to breathe.

Then he'd brandished that little dirk of his out of nowhere - damn near missed my jugular. If you were in my shoes, you could hear the swish of the blade slashing the air. We were that close.

So it was at that moment I knew I couldn't delay any longer. It was a risky move, but it pulled off: I rolled over, taking him with me, then grabbed his head and snapped his neck in one clean jerk.

So one down for the count. I made a little note in the pocket diary I carry around and read off the next name on the hitlist: Mr. Counting, A.C.

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This man was even more of a bastard than the one I'd just wasted. He's known for his sharp wit and even sharper razors, little trinkets he'd leave lodged in people's throats for the heck of it. He was due in town on Wednesday.

..I swear Hollywood's part-time job these days is brainwashing kids..


And that day came even faster. The man was dressed to kill; immaculate combed hair, slick jet-black tuxedo with white gloves to boot. He looked every bit the gentleman, until the little shithead started chucking razors at me like some slit-eyed Jap from a Ninja movie. I'd picked a simple brown article to wear. Suddenly I felt like I was grossly under-dressed.

Oh, I'll say he caught me by surprise, sure as sure. Cut clean through my right shoulder here. Another here and here, surface scratches. He threw so many razors with such accuracy that I'll never be able to wear this shirt again.

Then again, what's a shirt when I had to sacrifice my engraved Parker pen for his life? Silver never looked so good sticking out of a man's eye.

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This third guy was a tough one. For starters, it's not even a guy. They called her the SADist, and I'll be darned if I couldn't see why. Black tight leather suit, whips, ropes, cuffs.. I swear Hollywood's part-time job these days is brainwashing kids. My.. "date", for want of a better word, with her was on Thursday.

I brought the works, expecting a tough fight. Spent all night studying strategies of attack, planning the approach, memorizing blueprints, street maps, even sewer routes of the shady part of town we planned to "date". I'd brought heavy-duty handguns, grenades, high-powered assault rifles, machine guns, and a four-leaf clover, just waiting and dreading the moment of truth.

Turns out the little slut had been having an affair with the Tuxedo-Razor kid. She'd drank herself almost to death by the time I found her in the river, hours later. Boy, was she a mess - torn suit, wounds and cuts and welts and.. well, let's just say she did more damage to herself than any plastic surgeon could ever hope to hide.

I didn't even bother to waste a bullet. She'd die soon enough, but I wasn't gonna hang around to watch it. I rolled her into the pile of trash she'd so ungracefully collapsed on and left her quickly. On the way home I dumped the guns and ammo in the river.

I was about to pluck the four-leaf clover out of my jacket pocket and throw it too. But I left it there anyway.

With the final three on my tail, I was going to need all the luck I could get.

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..three more papers and I'm homefree!..

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The First of Many?

Tagged by Mildred to do a meme (pronounced "meem") about myself. Since I'm chilling at the mo, let's get this done:

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. A new computer (coming soon).
2. The latest games on the market.
3. A portable MP3 player.
4. A digital camera.
5. Lots of money.

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:
1. To replace the old one I'm currently using.
2. To play on the new one.
3. To listen to music wherever I go.
4. To take pictures wherever I go.
5. To be able to go wherever I go.

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS:
Mildred.

5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:
1. Cute.
2. Sweet.
3. Friendly.
4. Bubbly.
5. Fun!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
Err.. considering I haven't really been chatting with her for long, probably it's just the small talk we've shared for the short time we've been friends. Still, would probably like to get to know her better so I have more things to write about her for my answers to these two questions.

MOST LOVED INVENTION (does not need to be technologically advanced):
The computer. 'Nuff said.

WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:
Anybody who is pessimistic and can't seem to see the brighter side of life. Honestly, such people do nothing but drain my enthusiasm for living, and waste my time and energy.

6 PEOPLE YOU WANNA TAG:
Anyone, Interested, To, Do, This, and Meme. *grins*

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A Moment of Brilliance

Again, it's that time of the year when people in UTP flock to the library or lock themselves in their rooms in a last-minute dash to cram as much as they possibly can into their heads. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, it is the examination period once more.

It's strange that I should feel totally unprepared for these examinations..

I enjoy watching students scurry about during this trying time; the final stretch before the finals begin and test how you've been doing the whole semester. The usually-deserted library is packed to the maximum and people go in and out, in and out, in and out.. the commotion is notably suppressed, but the thrum of conversation is still there, nonetheless.

This semester has been.. strange. The absence of a mid-semester break has left me wanting, struggling to stay afloat even as others are convinced I've my head comfortably above water. I was so close to cracking - if it weren't for the merciful one week Hari Raya holidays, I swear I would have gone mad from the sheer amount of work to be had.

Now I'm in the Student Representative Council, Promotion and Publication Executive Committee (Exco) as the Assistant Head (or Exco II). The study week was marked by gaming sessions (!), studying, and preparations for the Council's Annual Raya Open House (held yesterday night).

It went well, though I must say it leaves a lot to be desired, including a humongous turnout that was mostly there for the free food, rather than the introduction of the new Council for 2007/2008. I'll bet they couldn't have cared tuppence about who organized the damn thing, so long there is free food to be had. Not to mention many of them were very rude as well when we took the trouble to serve them food!

Regardless, it was a success nonetheless, and there were a sporting number of well-wishers who offered congratulatory messages, and even hung around after the event to help us clean up. Somehow, I was more than happy to have these guys and girls around who actually show us genuine support, rather than being so apathetic as to care about just the food.

That aside however, I have a daunting challenge in this first week of exams with four papers to deal with: Object-Oriented Programming, Accounting, System Analysis and Design, as well as Health, Safety and Environment. It's strange that I should feel totally unprepared for these examinations, considering I have been doing quite a bit of studying (though not lately).

Perhaps it's just the tension of having to take examinations, eh? I'm looking forward to the period immediately after these two weeks of six papers, 'cause by then, it'd be the holidays, and I can relax and unwind! Well, relax and unwind at least for a short while before the next semester begins. Since I'm in the Council I've to be back to handle the Orientation Week for the new intake of students.

Life's never dull when you're a busy, successful student it seems! *winks*

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Buddhism and Islam: A Crisis Emerges

From the BBC News website:

Attack on giant Pakistan Buddha
Suspected pro-Taleban militants have tried to blow up an ancient carving of Buddha in north-west Pakistan. The statue, thought to date from the second century BC, sustained only minimal damage in the attack near Manglore in remote Swat district. The area has seen a rise in attacks on "un-Islamic" targets in recent months. This is the first such attack in Pakistan and is reminiscent of the Taleban's 2001 destruction of the giant Buddhas at Bamiyan in Afghanistan.

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The last time this happened was at Bamiyan, Afghanistan [ read article ], where the world's largest Buddhist statues were destroyed by the then-ruling Taliban regime for being "un-Islamic". Although the Taliban are now no longer in power, and on the run from US-NATO forces pursuing them in the mountainous regions of Afghanistan bordering Pakistan, already new extremists have stepped forward in Pakistan to continue their heinous crimes.

..the Bamiyan Buddhas survived for sixteen centuries in the remote fastness of the Afghan Hindu Kush. Neither the ravages of time, nor the conquering armies of Islam--not even the scourge of Genghis Khan--had laid them low.. - Andrew Forbes, CPAmedia.com


Supposedly following the destruction of the Bamiyan Buddhas, an international organization was established to protect and conserve religious sites worldwide [ read article ]. Granted, their jurisdiction probably accounts for nothing in the tribal-controlled border regions of Pakistan. Still, this startling lack of action on their part (aside from the expected cries of outrage and condemnation) is worrisome, as it demonstrates the terrorists' capability to continue their activities unimpeded, despite the world's opposition and horror.

It is obvious enough that the terrorists possess an agenda against all those who are not Muslims. Even better, considering events in Iraq (and the Middle East in general), they're more than willing to wage war against Muslims as well who do not see their side of the coin. Isn't it any wonder Islamophobia is at its height, and the United States is taking an increasingly hardline stance against nations suspected of harboring Muslim terrorists?

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The Third Son

If you're reading this now, I am a murderer twice over already. I've killed myself twice. Most people do it once and then they don't hang around long enough to tell the people they know that. Then again, being me, I guess in a way it was to have been expected.

So what exactly do I mean by, "killed myself"? For most of you reading this now, the answer would be pretty obvious. For the three odd years that I've been hammering out my thoughts on the keyboard, I've had two personal blogs. Both of them are very much parts of me, as much as my heart is a part of me.

..despite me abandoning my previous two "foster sons" in the dark before putting the bullets to their head..

Both of them, surprisingly, suffered the same fate as well: long periods of neglect, followed by the quick and painless execution.

Despite that, I find myself here again in Blogspot where I started off as a blogger. I'm not very sure how long this blog will last me, and whether or not I will maintain the dedication necessary to continuously update this highly public diary of mine.

Still, there is something that compels me to write, despite the lack of reader responses, despite the busy and hectic schedules, despite me abandoning my previous two "foster sons" in the dark before putting the bullets to their head.

Whatever my reasons (unknown to even me as they are), I take up this cause once more. Unlike the previous two, there will be no promises of discipline and consistency. I've failed twice already, and I see no reason to make promises I'm not sure I'll be able to keep at all. But do my damndest I shall, and perhaps, only time will tell what will happen to this "third son".

Au revoir.

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